No Negative Comments! :)

As usual, i going to sort of rant everything out here.
& still, keep some to myself. :)
now, i'm feeling super >:(
i suddenly feeling so stress for my studies, stress about upcoming competitions (K2) and also >:( about f____p.
studies was still alright for me, but UT2 is coming in like 17 days?!?!
I have touch a single thing yet.
UT1 Applied Physics and Chemistry 2 results was out.
gotten surprise result :) C+ and B respectively.
never thought I would score like B. because from Year 1 semester 1, i always gotten like C & D+. but still, must thanks those people teaching me! :)
now, i really feel like doing well to at least pull my GPA up! because wanting to try to enter into university. but I bet it's difficult yes? HAHA.
ayeee, think too early already. :)
sianzxzx, there's PP report needed to do! 2000words leh! i think i should start writing le. :(



NCC 2010

As for upcoming competition, Singapore Internation Water Festival 2010 :)
being chosen by coach to participate in K2 event.
was happy in one side, but also worried in another side.
as usual, you know I got worried easily. dun know why I will like this.
but I promise, I will do my best & give all out :)
& recently, my strokes when paddling is getting bad to worst.
I punch too high, open my hand too widely, abit of lazy elbow. argh! I hate it!
i reminds myself to change it, but after a feel strokes, it goes back to how I normally strokes. abit habit already, but I can`t do this way.
ARGH! i want change i want change!


seriously, a little bit " I Cannot Take It"

As for f___p, i would still keep it to myself 1st.
because I feel that I'm just sensitive already.
or maybe it's my fault that I don't make any effort to do it?
hais. headache.
sometimes i just feel like being izquierdo hacia fuera?
it's like .... i don't know how to explain.
freak it.
decided to run 1 hour tmrl! 30up, 30down!
promised! after my training, I will go RUN & blast the music in my ear! >:(

will update real soon?
shall sleep now, training tmrl~ :)
k, chaos!
with love, Zi Xin ♥

-My head says, "Who cares?" But then my heart whisper, "You do, stupid"